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Often(i.e. now), I struggle with deciding what to write about. There's a number of ideas and conversations flowing through my head through the day, but sitting down at 11:50 pm(need not remind me creativity is terrible at this time), I find that I can never decide on what I should be writing about, or even have the urge to put down the first words. it's a bit ironic. But, in a sense, I think this is completely deserved, when you spend all day wandering from thought to thought, without action. an idea without action is quite ephemeral. it just remains as an idea. there is no vessel, no medium for it to be brought to the world. From the inception of a thought, there is a tight window for self-actualization of this thought to make it's way into the world, otherwise it falls at risk of staying as an immaterialized(not a word 😕) , internal, quiet, concept. Action on it, gives it life. and the simplest action of it is putting it into a language of transmission, where it's not just some internal monologue.
without this, there's a high probability the idea, stays as just that. an idea.
so i guess this is a message to myself from this morning. write it down!